I'm having a slight migraine now, sian can't even enjoy my X'mas in peace sia...
Everything seems perfect today xcept my stupid brain which thinks just 2 much. Tt's y i haf such an immerse desire 2 blog.
I watched a HK series this morning, a scene act struck me alot.
{As Man X was on his way 2 wk, he found tt a guy trying 2 hang himself on e tree near by. Man X later found out tt he owed alot of $ & was feeling despaired. Man X helped him by offering to clear his debts only if this guy is willing 2 wk 4 him. The guy was so grateful & replied: "Oh thanks, i really dunno wat 2 do 2 repay u, but
my life is yours."
A few yrs later, Man X had a dispute w/ this guy & accidentally murdered him. This case was brought up 2 court. Man X claimed tt he had e rights 2 kill him as he has ever saved his life since this guy was supposed 2B dead! He was e 1 who gave him a 2nd chance 2 live.} It's a drama, so of course in e end e murderer was sentenced 2 death.
But let's put all yr CME lessons aside, do u think he has e rights 2 haf control of his life & death although he had saved his life?
Haf u ever wondered, you might b killed wrongfully 1 day jux bcos of what u said? What if i'm killed becos of wat i mentioned in my blog? Or maybe i'm gonna be condemned for e rest of my life bcos of it? There's freedom of speech in S'pore but how many appreciates tt? How many went up 2 e speaker's corner 2 share their views? (Or rather how many bothers 2 listen 2 those who share)
Fear. The fear of being 'targeted', e fear of being condemned & misunderstood. But tt's common & definitely normal. Wat abt those who aren't afraid 2 share whatever's on their minds? What will you think of em? Fake? Abnormal? Trouble-makers? Would you rather be defeated by Fear of by The others ard u?
Although i don't scold anyone or talked abt anyone in my blog but sometimes i feel tt words r really strong weapons tt kills. I'm not much of a language person but still i hope tt my tots can be understood. I haf e tendency 2 let my tots run wild but i nvr let them out, cos this side of me just doesn't manifests & most ppl prefer 2 live their live talking abt realistic topics. Me... w/o e language power & courage 2 bring up my inner thoughts here often envy those who does. Although they seem diff in their style of communication, but they r capable of converting their spontaneous tots into words. More often than not, they r disguise of real feelings. I usually appreciates them as a piece or art as it often leads me into e deeper side of e person & not away from e person...
Funny tt how much a simple HK drama can make me ponder. But to me it's worth giving it a thought though.
