Spent some time doing my blog today. Nothing much has changed.
Well, my cells weren't growing well again. It's another failure... Sianz. It's 6.40pm now & i'm still in NUS. Finally weekend is coming! Been waiting for this day as i can slack the entire day tml in the National Stadium. I'm not as enthusiastic abt the ushering as last yr, probably it's no longer something new to me. That's e prob with me, getting tired of things really fast. Wondering if this will also happen in future when it comes to wking life...
I've always been trying to add new things in my life to make everyday a day to look 4ward to, however the fact is, I DON'T HAVE THE TIME!!! Ppl may think tt it's an excuse but hey come on! Even when there is time 4 me, i'm already totally drained out! All i can think of doing is slping. When will i ever have the freedom to do whatever i like? It's has been like this for the past 3 yrs & i'm sick of it. Day by day i psychoed myself to be more optimistic but what's the point? I'll always get pulled down to reality. Once again i need to tell myself, tml will be a better day... (so sickening)
